hate it! enof!

plz! i need to get out from this place! i cant take it anymore! where i go where i went, u must be there! hate it! plz! leave me alone! i dont love u anymore! i want to forget u forever! dont u ever try to see my face! dont u ever try to smile at me! i want some space! that there is no U in there! its difficult for me to forget what u have done to me before! people can talk! its like easy to them! but for me, NO! its not easy! its about my life! my future! i'm a gurl! why u must be between the people i know? we still stick in one place, same place that u and me in there! so i cant run away from u! you try to remove me from your life? you kill me 1st! now i see u smile, i cant wait to see u cry! i'm not cruel! but u are! my life changed because of u! no body want to have black history in her life! same goes to me! plz! dont show your face in front of me again n again! live, picture or whatever! just go! i cant wait to leave this place! dont get too comfortable with your new life now, because something is coming to you soon! then u will know how i feel!

hai again~

sory da lme sgt x update blog ni.. rindu plak.. hehe.. actly, smggu fyza trlibat dgn PERTANDINGAN DEBAT PIALA INTEGRITI ANTARA IPT.. UUM jd tuan rumah, so busy la kn.. fyza jd LO utk team UIAM.. kne jaga diowg baik2.. dri pg until mlm.. siyesly, da syg diowg sgt2.. mne x, dri pg smpai mlm dgn diowg je 5 ari.. lyan perangai diowg yg sporting n epy2.. hehe.. SYAZWAN, AIMAN, AMALINA n ASMA', fyza rindu sgt2 kt kowg sume.. thax bg kjesame.. ni pic fyza dgn diowg, n pic2 debat integriti..




nk tgk yg lain2 kt fb fyza k.. ;)

i luv myself

aq x mampu nk menulis.. hanya gambar2 ini aq dapat luahkn perasaan aq..

jgn skali2 melukakan hati seseorg, sukar utk dilupakan, walau dah dimaafkan..

disebalik senyuman dan ketawa aq, tersimpan seribu kesedihan dan kekecewaan..

aq da mencuba utk memulihkan hati aq.. aq syg hati aq.. tp.. maafkan aq..
aq gagal brkali2.. aq akan trus cuba dan cuba.. bg aq masa..

entah mcm mana rupa dan keadaan hati aq yg sbnarnya.. mesti teruk, berdarah, terluka.. maafkan aq.. :'(

hati ibarat kaca, skali dah hancur, ia xkan dpt cantum semula.. ingat tu..

mama+mak+ummi+mom = my love

Dear ma..

mcm nk nangis tiap kali teringt kt ma.. awez teringat pengorbanan yg ma bwt dri fyza dilahirkn smpai skrg.. u so strong n ... hurm.. cannot describe how wnderful u r..
dri kecik fyza slalu pggil ma dgn mcm2 pggilan.. MA, MAK, MUMMY, UMMI, MOM.. tp smue pggilan tu ma akan jwb dgn senyuman..

ME: mi, tau x mi ni cantik.. awez nmpak muda dri umur mi..
MA: alaa, nur ckp cmtu sbb mak ni mak nur.. org lain pn akn ckp cmtu kt mak diowg..
ME: xla.. btul.. fyza ske tgk muke mi..

ME: ma, fyza mnta maaf eh.. fyza bnyak dosa ngn ma.. kecikkn ati ma..
MA: xpe.. mak da maafkn smue dosa2 anak2 ma.. anak2 ma smue baik2.. cume kdg2 mak terase, tp mak da maafkan.. :)

MA: nur, mak rase mak bukan mak yg baik.. mak x faham ape anak2 mak nak..
ME: eh x la.. mummy da perfect da utk kitowg sume.. susah nk cari mak yg mcm mummy.. xramai mak yg still iron bju utk anak dye yg da keje mcm mummy, yg susun baju, jam, handphone, stokin smue siap2 utk anak2 g sek n keje, yg bgon sblum subuh masak mknn fvrt anak dye, mandi kul 3-4 pg supaya x mngantok, sggup naik bas sorg2 tgk anak dye.. mummy seorg ibu yg kental.. yg btul2 sygkn fmly.. fyza syg mak.. :)
MA: ma tau nur bole bwt sume tu.. tp x tau mcm mne abg2 nur klaw mak da xde..

MA: nur, mak penat kne pikul smue ni.. mak mcm da x sggup da.. smue mak nk bwt..
ME: sabar ea ma.. fyza x lme lg abes blaja.. nnti kte bwt sume ni same2..
MA: mak xde tmpat mngadu selain nur.. mak xde kwn yg fham mak.. (selain Allah)
ME: xpe2.. ade pape ma citer je ngn fyza..
MA: mak nk jd mak n kwn baik utk anak2 mak.. :')

my dear friends, ape yg fyza cube share kt sni, plz faham perasaan mama kowg sume.. yg jarang2 bebual n hangout ngn mama kowg, cube dekatkn dri dgn mereka.. mama kowg msti epy.. mcm fmly fyza, fyza sowg je anak pmpn.. fyza la tmpat mngadu mama.. bnyak yg ayah n abg2 xtau..

dulu, fyza awez ingt mama ske kongkong fyza.. itu x bole.. ini x bole.. mmg btul org ckp, ble kite da dewase bru kite akn faham.. yup.. thax mama.. rupe2nye mama takut kehilangn fyza.. n xnak fyza lari jauh dri ape yg dye n abah da didik adik-bradik fyza.. alhamdulillah fyza da sedar tu sume..

mama skrg kwn fyza yg plg dekat.. nk kuar lepak2 bole, tgk wayang n mkn2, citer tntg boyfriend, kwn2, study, smue la.. nk tau? btape epynye mama ble dpt rase n tau ape yg kite bwt kt luar sne.. cube la bwt sume ni kt mama kowg.. klaw diowg tau, diowg xkn marah.. mama adalah manusia yg plg dekat ngn hati kite.. (buktinye, fyza x bole tipu or bwt ksalahan, mama akan tau n dpt rase)..

panjang sgt la plak notes kali ni.. :P
k la.. mama.. i luv u so much.. after i luv ISLAM n MYSELF.. mmuax! :)

bengkel penulisan resume

hyep!
kwn2 ptg td fyza n kwn2 g Bengkel Penulisan Resume..
program ni under HEP (Hal Ehwal Pelajar)..
seronok la jgk coz dpt blaja cmne nk bwt resume yg baik..
and lain drpd org lain..
sepanjang slot tu dlm ati fyza awez ckp "Ooo.. cmtu.." hehe... :P
RM5 plak brbaloi coz kite dpt print n bg satu resume kt mereka,
(mereka akn tlg send resume kite kt mane2 syarikat yg brminat)
and dpt nasi lemak sedap.. nyum~ nyum~

ingt taw resume tu penting!
bkn utk kite dpt keje tp utk kite dipilih utk pggilan interview nnti. :)
kite msti jd lain dri yg lain drpd beribu2 fresh graduate kt luar sne..
GUD LUCK! XD