hate it! enof!

plz! i need to get out from this place! i cant take it anymore! where i go where i went, u must be there! hate it! plz! leave me alone! i dont love u anymore! i want to forget u forever! dont u ever try to see my face! dont u ever try to smile at me! i want some space! that there is no U in there! its difficult for me to forget what u have done to me before! people can talk! its like easy to them! but for me, NO! its not easy! its about my life! my future! i'm a gurl! why u must be between the people i know? we still stick in one place, same place that u and me in there! so i cant run away from u! you try to remove me from your life? you kill me 1st! now i see u smile, i cant wait to see u cry! i'm not cruel! but u are! my life changed because of u! no body want to have black history in her life! same goes to me! plz! dont show your face in front of me again n again! live, picture or whatever! just go! i cant wait to leave this place! dont get too comfortable with your new life now, because something is coming to you soon! then u will know how i feel!

hai again~

sory da lme sgt x update blog ni.. rindu plak.. hehe.. actly, smggu fyza trlibat dgn PERTANDINGAN DEBAT PIALA INTEGRITI ANTARA IPT.. UUM jd tuan rumah, so busy la kn.. fyza jd LO utk team UIAM.. kne jaga diowg baik2.. dri pg until mlm.. siyesly, da syg diowg sgt2.. mne x, dri pg smpai mlm dgn diowg je 5 ari.. lyan perangai diowg yg sporting n epy2.. hehe.. SYAZWAN, AIMAN, AMALINA n ASMA', fyza rindu sgt2 kt kowg sume.. thax bg kjesame.. ni pic fyza dgn diowg, n pic2 debat integriti..




nk tgk yg lain2 kt fb fyza k.. ;)

i luv myself

aq x mampu nk menulis.. hanya gambar2 ini aq dapat luahkn perasaan aq..

jgn skali2 melukakan hati seseorg, sukar utk dilupakan, walau dah dimaafkan..

disebalik senyuman dan ketawa aq, tersimpan seribu kesedihan dan kekecewaan..

aq da mencuba utk memulihkan hati aq.. aq syg hati aq.. tp.. maafkan aq..
aq gagal brkali2.. aq akan trus cuba dan cuba.. bg aq masa..

entah mcm mana rupa dan keadaan hati aq yg sbnarnya.. mesti teruk, berdarah, terluka.. maafkan aq.. :'(

hati ibarat kaca, skali dah hancur, ia xkan dpt cantum semula.. ingat tu..

mama+mak+ummi+mom = my love

Dear ma..

mcm nk nangis tiap kali teringt kt ma.. awez teringat pengorbanan yg ma bwt dri fyza dilahirkn smpai skrg.. u so strong n ... hurm.. cannot describe how wnderful u r..
dri kecik fyza slalu pggil ma dgn mcm2 pggilan.. MA, MAK, MUMMY, UMMI, MOM.. tp smue pggilan tu ma akan jwb dgn senyuman..

ME: mi, tau x mi ni cantik.. awez nmpak muda dri umur mi..
MA: alaa, nur ckp cmtu sbb mak ni mak nur.. org lain pn akn ckp cmtu kt mak diowg..
ME: xla.. btul.. fyza ske tgk muke mi..

ME: ma, fyza mnta maaf eh.. fyza bnyak dosa ngn ma.. kecikkn ati ma..
MA: xpe.. mak da maafkn smue dosa2 anak2 ma.. anak2 ma smue baik2.. cume kdg2 mak terase, tp mak da maafkan.. :)

MA: nur, mak rase mak bukan mak yg baik.. mak x faham ape anak2 mak nak..
ME: eh x la.. mummy da perfect da utk kitowg sume.. susah nk cari mak yg mcm mummy.. xramai mak yg still iron bju utk anak dye yg da keje mcm mummy, yg susun baju, jam, handphone, stokin smue siap2 utk anak2 g sek n keje, yg bgon sblum subuh masak mknn fvrt anak dye, mandi kul 3-4 pg supaya x mngantok, sggup naik bas sorg2 tgk anak dye.. mummy seorg ibu yg kental.. yg btul2 sygkn fmly.. fyza syg mak.. :)
MA: ma tau nur bole bwt sume tu.. tp x tau mcm mne abg2 nur klaw mak da xde..

MA: nur, mak penat kne pikul smue ni.. mak mcm da x sggup da.. smue mak nk bwt..
ME: sabar ea ma.. fyza x lme lg abes blaja.. nnti kte bwt sume ni same2..
MA: mak xde tmpat mngadu selain nur.. mak xde kwn yg fham mak.. (selain Allah)
ME: xpe2.. ade pape ma citer je ngn fyza..
MA: mak nk jd mak n kwn baik utk anak2 mak.. :')

my dear friends, ape yg fyza cube share kt sni, plz faham perasaan mama kowg sume.. yg jarang2 bebual n hangout ngn mama kowg, cube dekatkn dri dgn mereka.. mama kowg msti epy.. mcm fmly fyza, fyza sowg je anak pmpn.. fyza la tmpat mngadu mama.. bnyak yg ayah n abg2 xtau..

dulu, fyza awez ingt mama ske kongkong fyza.. itu x bole.. ini x bole.. mmg btul org ckp, ble kite da dewase bru kite akn faham.. yup.. thax mama.. rupe2nye mama takut kehilangn fyza.. n xnak fyza lari jauh dri ape yg dye n abah da didik adik-bradik fyza.. alhamdulillah fyza da sedar tu sume..

mama skrg kwn fyza yg plg dekat.. nk kuar lepak2 bole, tgk wayang n mkn2, citer tntg boyfriend, kwn2, study, smue la.. nk tau? btape epynye mama ble dpt rase n tau ape yg kite bwt kt luar sne.. cube la bwt sume ni kt mama kowg.. klaw diowg tau, diowg xkn marah.. mama adalah manusia yg plg dekat ngn hati kite.. (buktinye, fyza x bole tipu or bwt ksalahan, mama akan tau n dpt rase)..

panjang sgt la plak notes kali ni.. :P
k la.. mama.. i luv u so much.. after i luv ISLAM n MYSELF.. mmuax! :)

bengkel penulisan resume

hyep!
kwn2 ptg td fyza n kwn2 g Bengkel Penulisan Resume..
program ni under HEP (Hal Ehwal Pelajar)..
seronok la jgk coz dpt blaja cmne nk bwt resume yg baik..
and lain drpd org lain..
sepanjang slot tu dlm ati fyza awez ckp "Ooo.. cmtu.." hehe... :P
RM5 plak brbaloi coz kite dpt print n bg satu resume kt mereka,
(mereka akn tlg send resume kite kt mane2 syarikat yg brminat)
and dpt nasi lemak sedap.. nyum~ nyum~

ingt taw resume tu penting!
bkn utk kite dpt keje tp utk kite dipilih utk pggilan interview nnti. :)
kite msti jd lain dri yg lain drpd beribu2 fresh graduate kt luar sne..
GUD LUCK! XD

harith samsaimon (ayit)

ola~ ola~ boring study!!! hahah.. lol
pnat la tgk buku ni.. tp da tggungjwb kn.. :)
oyeaa~ oyeaa~ (giler da!) nk tulis tntg seorg hamba Allah yg brname...
HARITH SAMSAIMON..
dye ni seorg yg funny, giler2, memahami n bla bla bla..
puji2 lbey kang makin kembang budak nih.. hahah..
AYIT skrg adalah my bestfriend yg sgt2 rapat even kami jauh kdg2.. hoho..
kami share ktawe, menangis, marah, geram, maki2, giler2, sume la senang citer..
nk borak ape pn bole ngn dye ni.. :P
mcm dlm pic yg fyza letak kt atas ni, our fmly pn knal each other dri tadika lg..
until now still ok.. :)
akhirnye fyza dpt blk seorg bestfriend lelaki yg BEST!!
dlu da kehilgn bff yg brname ARIF GHANI slpas 10 taun share evrythg..
even fmly pn da knal.. juz bcoz one word "LOVE".
susah klaw da kwn2.. tbe2 syg.. rase lain taw..
ok2 ni nk citer tntg AYIT la bkn ARIF.. haha..



AYIT!!! siyes gua syg lu sgt!! hehe.. :P
lu da mcm diary gua no-2.. sume nk ngadu kn..
and lu slalu backup gua.. siyes epy!!! :))
juz satu je i nk ckp ngn u,
u GILER!! hahah..
at least awk x pnah tipu sy (yg sy tau la kn),
awk x gne ayat2 manis,
mngaku slah sndri,
x blagak bgus, n awez mrendah dri,
senang adapt ngn psekitaran,
awez sbar ngn prangai sy yg ntah pape ni,
hope awk x brubah k.. :)

plz jgn bwt owg sdey, kcewe n sakit ati mcm boyz lain bwt k..
JANJI!!!! hehehe..
mcm xpcye kite da bkwn dri tadika till now!!
ohohoho... toink! toink! kim slm fmly awk ye..

k smue thax bukak my blog yg simple2 ni..
jge la perasaan org yg kite syg, and org yg sygkn kite..
jgn ske menipu utk kpentingn dri k..
jge phubungn tu pntg.. c ya!!! ;)

TOO LITTLE TOO LATE

Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know.

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)


I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)


I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's no way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late